Day 9 (The 40 to my 20)

Sarahn Says – I knew today would be a special day when I went to sleep last night. Today is Day 9! I love the number 9! I was born on the 9th! The number of lives a cat has. The number of months you’re in your mother’s womb. The highest single number in numerology that symbolizes wholeness and completeness.

Today was a day FULL of lessons, signs, and moments. When I woke up this morning I unconsciously made a list in my head of all the things I am grateful for. That’s never happened to me before. I took it as a sign that I should approach my day seeing the beauty in everything. I talked to my father today and he told me that accepting yourself and loving yourself are two different things. Sometimes we get confused and think that both processes are one in the same. I’m not sure which comes first though. Can you not really love yourself until you accept who you are? Can you not truly accept yourself until you’ve already established self-love? Maybe it happens like a DNA helix-intertwined and simultaneously. Maybe. The even bigger lesson I learned today, was that no greater relationship can exist than between you and God. Your spiritual journey belongs to no one but you and you must remain loyal and true to yourself and God before anyone else. If you’re in the midst of a spiritual awakening, don’t be afraid to keep that to yourself. The opinions and feelings of others can weigh more heavily on you than you anticipated. Instead of indulging anyone who inquires, instead take the time to inquire within yourself, and get that must closer to the answers that lie within. #sarahnsays

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